(I cut my hair because I'm always pulling it up--but old habits die hard. Now I just have a baby bun instead. Silly child.)
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God. ~Matthew 5:8
This is one of my favorite scriptures. The attribute I most desire to master in my life. I want to be pure in heart so I can see God.
I want to "see" Him in myself so I will walk with boldness and strength.
I want to "see" Him in others so I will love unconditionally and never judge.
I want to "see" Him in everything so that I will know that all is designed for my profit and learning.
Going to the temple is the perfect gauge for me to discover how I'm doing in the pure in heart department. I study my mind wanderings to see where my heart lies at the time.
While attending the temple on Saturday my mind kept wandering to the thought that I had just chopped all of my hair off. "Why did I chop off my hair?" The question plagued me, pulling me away from the peace and light that surrounded me. "Who cares?!" I'd tell myself. "This is your time to be instructed by the Lord."
"I wish I hadn't done that."
"That was dumb of me."
"Really, what was I thinking?"
On and on it went. Pulling me away. Blocking my peace. "Father please forgive me." I'd pray. "My heart is truly set too much on the things of this world. Please forgive me and help me rejoice in your light."
After much prayer and much humility the answer came, penetrating my heart and making me weep. "You will only see yourself through the eyes of truth from this day forward."
What? I could scarcely believe it.
"You will be blessed to only see yourself through the eyes of truth." I heard it again.
I was overcome with joy and asked if I could also see others only through the eyes of truth.
And guess what...
Everyone is SO BEAUTIFUL!